Thursday, April 19, 2012

THAT'S WHAT I CALLED FREEDOM

uyeeaahhh, my high school is DONE !!
a lotta of try outs, school exam, national exam has passed away
and at the last bell at the school i shout "freedom !!!"
i feel so free without study everynight..
today is the last day i wear my school uniform with my red backpack :'(
so sad, i almost cry when i said thankyou to the teacher :(
i dont know i mus put :( or :)
im happy im done with my school, but im gonna miss all of my high school life :(
friends, tasks, exams, teachers, canteen, class, toilets, field, and everything about DON BOSCO I !
my lovely school

now i have 4 months holiday and i actually don't know what to do
aaaaaaaaaaa

Thursday, February 23, 2012

in the middle of confuseness

lalalalala, sweet valentine's day.
He sang me a song in front of all people in my school
feel so happy and shy :)
he send me a messege everyday, we're talking about anything
he is so kind to me, and i know he is so in love with me
i already open my heart widely for him
becouse i just want to try to have a boyfriend like him
but, until now, he can't make me fall in love, don't even like him
i dont feel like there's butterfly in my belly
i just think that he is my friend, no more.
but, everytime i said im done trying, i always want to try again
beattle of mind and heart !!
dont know what to do
oh God, please help me :(

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Saturday, December 31, 2011

goodbye 2011

this is 31th december 2011
this is the last day of 2011
time flies so fast
i still remember how we start this year
what a great things
and now, around 24 hours again we gonna end this year
a little bit sad to leave this wonderful year
in this year i learn so many things about life, i learn how to love someone endlessly, i learn what broken heart is, and i learn how hard is move on and forget the one that i love.
also i learn about how precious is friendship, i learn how to deny someone in my life
and i already know how love can destroy friendship. it really works, not just in the movies or novels
i already feel how awkward that time when the first time i start talking again with him
when the first time i sit again beside him, when the time that only the two of us in the car, when the time we chit and chat. huufft, really amazing !
and this year i spend so much time with my friends, watching movie together, hang out and many more.
i love, i broken, i smile, i frown, i laugh, i cry, i doing crazy, i angry, many more !
i just hope next year is better than this year, really.
i want all things new on 2012 :)
wanna leave my bad attitude in 2011
i want to have a boyfriend again ! hahaha
i will learn to loving someone endlessly but not him anymore :D
thanks 2011 for all the memories, all the fun moments, all the sweet things :)