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wow ! what an amazing people !
gw dan teman" gw disalahkan atas kesalahan yang sama sekali tidak kita perbuat !
nice. gw dibilang segala yang aneh" yang menurut dia bener tentang gw dan temen" gw :|
sebel rasanya, pengen bentak" dia depan mukanya dan bilang kalo gw dan temen" gw tuh ga ada salah apa" !
tp gw nahan emosi, mencoba ga nanggepin smua sindirian" di twitter.
berusaha sabar baca smua sms maki" dia even hati rasanya mau copot bacanya
tp yaudahlah yaa pada akhirnya pun kebenaran yang akan menang :D
keep calm !
Tuhan ajarin berbuat sabar disini, smua emg harus sabar,
belajar mengasihi, karena kasih itu sabar.
i just can pray for him, may God bless him, and give him a lotta friends, so he dont feel alone again :)

That's When I Love You

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

new phone :)

wowowoow !!
you know ? today was a fairytale but not about love story, this is about gadged story ! haha
i got new phone from my lovely daddy :*
onyx 2, the phone that i want ! haha
aaaa, really thanking God for this :)

WOOOOWW !!

haloooo ..
it has been long time since the last time i post "i miss talking to you" picture
yeeaahh ! school has begin 2 weeks, and math test already done !
i got 3 days fun on MOS !
very nice, i can go out from class all days *naughty face* HAHAHHA
and i love my OSIS team damn much :P
this team is really the real tem :)

and as everyone knows, everything can changing
so, everything has change.
the thing that i don't even pretend can happen, really happened in my life :|
wierd but this is really challenging :)
and i really dont know what to do !
just surrender to God, and i believe God will make a way :)

but, from all of this,i am not alone, i face the problem with God and with Debby :)
i love You more and i love her more :)

i miss talking to you

How does it feel when you long for someone?

How does it feel when you long for someone?

They said broken heart is the worst fear for every lover. But you can find another one to ease your broken heart. You can go out with your friends to do crazy things, or get drunk, or find another one.

Have you ever missed someone? Longing for his/her presence? Yearning for the voice, laughter, stupid things, and other things of him/her?

 Can you ever compensate that feeling with another?

Don't you want to cry when you have something strong inside your heart but you cannot let it show?

Wouldn't it be painful enough when you want him/her beside you but you can't reach him/her by any means?

Don't you grow wild and hate him/her for he/she is the one that should be responsible for stealing your heart?

Isn't it bitter enough when your heart is taken away from you but you can't take it back?

Don't you get frustrated when any fun won't do to replace that face? that unforgettable moments?

Do you also wonder that he/she is thinking of you too?

Don't you feel so stupid that you have already fallen for that person? 

Don't you want to write his/her name in the moon and wish that he/she looked at the same moon?

Isn't it the greatest fear for a lover that the heart is bound but separated by distance? Even by time?

So, do you agree that longing for someone is the greatest fear for a lover?

by : Yopi Indra Setiawan ( my english teacher )

visit him on facebookvand like this note : http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=207697335937602

no more you

This song is always reminds me of you, reminds me of our sweet stories. –that already gone from our life. I dont know why, when i hear  this songs, i feel like i smell you parfume, i feel your touch in my cheek, how i still remember whenever you play with my hair. This song is reminds me of everything that we did, our promises –that you broke into a pieces.

And i still remember when you sang this song beside me. This is the only song that you sang for me. Do you realize tat i miss you so bad now ? do you realize that forgettingyou is the hardest thing ever ? it’s been three months since you were gone. Since our hearts were apart –but a piece of my heart is still in yours. Do you miss me the way i miss you ?

You don’t know how many times i have cry for you, that has gone. I feel tired of feeling like this. I wanna feel free and i wanna take a little piece of my heart from yours. But i can’t. I’ve been jailed in your heart.  I wish that you’re understand, and you will come back. Come to me and hug me and then say you love me. Fyuuh wake up girl !! that’s impossible.. now i have to realize that life must go on WITHOUT YOU my sweetest ex ! 

Talking To The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

[Chorus]
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
What I know
Cause when the
Sund goes down
Someone's talking back

Yeah
They're talking back

[Chorus]
At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..
Do you ever hear me calling
Ho Hou Ho ho Hou

'Cause every night
I'm Talking to the Moon

Still try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

my little hero

keren banget si dinand naik moge B) hahaha

two is always better than one

i just edited it on www.picnik.com !
what's your comment ?

strawberry :9

it's strawberries time !! :9

td si cibe dateng ke greja buat nganterin dua kotak stroberiii :9 

*yummiee*

gendut" lagi buah stroberi nya :D

baik banget dah dia, ga ada angin ga ad ujan tiba" nganterin stroberiii

bahagia gw dibuat stroberi ituu, rasanya imut banget, aseem" gmn gtuu, hahaha

terus pulangnya naik itoy <--- motor tercinta cibe x_x wkwk

bisa laah dibayangkan hebohnya gw. susah ya baiknya, tinggi banget x_x

terus tempat duduknya keras lagii, wkkwk

gpplah, yg penting nyampe selamat di rumah !!

haapp ! nyaammm

i don't know why i love this fruit so much !

thanks to Cibeee :D 

lovely day :)

wooaa !! hari ini seruu bangett
bangun siiaangg, terus seharian males"an d rumah :s *ups
hahaha, terus sorenya latihan tamborin ama nathalia ama ka laura
just the three of us :D
*dancing till you drop*
pulang" maksa mama ke MOI, pertamanya dia ga mau, tp akhirnya mauu jugaa *yippiee* haha
terus malemnya ke moi ama mama, dinand, haska, mama aping :D
makan fish and chips !! :9
gw main Animal Kaizer loh x_x *masa kecil kurang bahagia*
terus td ada pameran Animal Kingdom :D
foto" deh ama binatang" disana *boneka loohh* hahaha
lucuu" deeh disanaa boneka"nya, gede" * iiihh, norak ya x_x*

pulangnya beli yogurt di J.co, pake toping mochi stroberi :9
uuu !! what a lovely day :D
thanks God for today :*
love YOU more and more :D
besok mau pelayanan tamboriiiinn !! wish me luck yaa
biar pelayanannya diberkatii dan berkenan di hati Tuhan :)

*cheers*

Back to December

singer : Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

july, please be good

i wanna be there

i wanna be in this place please

my love stories

i imagine how confuse am i if my love story like those six thick books :s

i want it mommy :|

how sweet strowberries are :D

just a photo from debby :|
i'll be so much happier if she gave me the real one, not just a photo ! hahaha

hello JULY :D

super thanks to God i have passed June well :)

my score at school are nice in my eyes,

my holiday not bad lah, i still have fun with all my friends,

and i have two new friends ! they're nice to me, they're Glenn and Fikar.

Fikar can churn my stomach with all his jokes *ROTFL*

on 22th June, i went to Jakarta Fair with them plus Debby and Kopet ! haha

and i had so much fun there, a little bit forget about him :)

and on 25th June, we went to UMN Serpong !

OMG, how cool this college

if i can play the time, i want to turn the time into the future

so i can live in Serpong fastly

but i still want to go to LSPR too :|

aa, i dont know about that laahh, everything is in GOD's hand

yeeaah ! these are a little flash back about June's memories. sweet enough for me :)

give my super thanks to Jesus :*

today is 1at July, say goodbye to June :)

and like before, i always have wishes for everymonth

and these are my little wishes for my amazing July :

1. nicer, sweeter, better than June

2. be slimer, taller *always everymonth*

3. be a nice student in XII Social

4. can forget about him !! *the most i want*

5. meet the sweet guy, not just in my dream and in my past. right ?

6. closer to JESUS

i believe Jesus knows my wishes, and He will do His best to make my life better than before

He will give me the best, maybe better than my wishes :) 

nice day :*

wooaa !!
another sweet day with debby !! haha
arthaa !!
nemenin debby beli kado buat yoses
unyuu bangeett deeh baju" buat anak keciill
jd kepenget cepet" punya anak *gubraaakk* haha
menghayal itu memang asiikk yaa
terus td makan yogurt J.co yang couple ama debyy *again* haha
kapan bisa makan yogurt couple ama couple gw beneran :/ haha
one day i will ! God knows my dream :) hihi *say amen*
terus td beliin hot wheels buat dinand tercintaa ! haha
beli kalung hayaa :D
seruu deeeh hari inii :)
makasiih Tuhan :*
say no to galauu !!
cape lama" galau teruss, haha
*detik ini gw bilang lupakan galau, detik selanjutnya gw akan galau niihh*  <---- ABABIL tingkat akut :|

wanted : NEW BAG *hoping* hahaha

SMILE PLEASE